Thursday, March 8, 2012

Ugh, People!!

Some days I really hate people. My family in particular. Of coarse, when I get this way, I hate myself even more for letting them get to me. I don't know why I bother anymore. Even as often as I seem to say that, sadly, I still do. Then I get upset and go through this all over again. Moving away is starting to look more and more appealing. At least if we were far enough away from everyone else, I wouldn't have to worry about all this crap. I get tired of having people make excuses/promises/whatever. It's all a bunch of bullshit. Why can't everyone just be honest? You can be honest in a nice way without being rude or making up crap. I guess I'm guilty o it too, but it's usually to hide my hurt feelings by someone else's lies, excuses and broken promises. I'm so irritated today that I've caused myself to have a raging migraine. I just want to live in my own little family bubble and say screw it the rest of the world.